Tuesday, November 18, 2008

plastic.

hell's bells. We live amongst people who have too much self-confidence than they can handle. Peolpe are absolutely presumptuous,thinking that they're better than everyone else. Where in the world they managed to conjure such egocentricity,I have no idea.

With logical deduction,there are a few reasons why this kinda sad and sorry souls exist in our world.

They put up a facade for themselves,letting others perceive that they are so perfect,yet on the very surface lies a crack. Beneath that facade lies a person living in constant fear of rejection and criticism. And that crack is susceptible to vast damage even with the slightest of knocks. Once that crack enlarges and breaks the facade whole, all hell breaks loose! They lash out at anyone who conveniently (for the enraged) at the right place at the right time. Lashing out gives them comfort that they have the power to change or to distort something. It makes them feel that they're better than the rest and their self-confidence is restored.

Some people are like accidents of nature at birth. Its like a personality defect that aggravates the way a person thinks something over time. They're just evil by nature. They could have been born to parents who are prime candidates for sainthood but their nature doesn't allow them to follow their parent's footsteps.

Sadly too,these people do not know the definition of appreciate.

Most importantly,I'm only human,not a candidate for sainthood.

Am I ashamed of myself? I ought to be. Contradictorily, I am proud of myself . To be able to acknowledge my flaws and not worrying about others noticing it.

I don't give a flying fuck to the latter either.

But know this. I don't grovel at people's feet and be fake. And I can live with that.

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