simpilcity. NOT!

Okay I have come to dust off the inch-thick layer of dust and a smattering of spiderwebs decorated artistically about this blog. NOT.

Don't you just wish that you could stop time? Not to enjoy the stillness of time but to figure out your journey in life. Where you want to go, what you want to do and how you go about figuring all that out.

Sometimes it feels like everything else around me is spinning out of control. Everything is moving, except for me. It's like I'm standing by and looking and not doing anything. You wish to run with them but you could never catch up. You wish to walk side by side, but you never could measure up. You wish to follow in their footsteps but the shoes were too big for you to fill in. You wish to shout out to them to wait for you, but no one hears. Everyone is marching to their own rhythm in life, whereas yours is just silence.

You tried running but it didn't get you anywhere. You tried swimming but you almost drowned. You tried flying but you couldn't even get off your feet.

Ok, STOP!

I update this thing so sporadically now it's almost retarded.

ps: But of course, there are things to be gained from the shit that has happened.