'in here, you decide'

The workdays were propping the terminal quietly erasing the week and I was at the very end thinking about the possibility of one to love unconditionally and the words that drive into the ground their repetition starts to thin their meaning. Then everything got frighteningly still as they entered and intersected the floor and I tried to choke my stare at the perfection that others would kill for. But all of the parts are the same on every face. The differences pale when compared to the similarities they share. Finally there is clarity and there is purpose after all, but every night ends the same as I'm collapsing once more by your side. Finally there is clarity: This tiny life is making sense, and every drop numbs the both of us, but I alone am staggering.

Finally, after months of avoidance, I relented into watching Twillight. I bawled like a baby in the ending. It was soooo romantic! And Edward Cullen's superbly, irresistably HOT HOT HOT! Alas, this movie tells me to keep my emotions that has run askew in check. -_-

Difficulties might not stop,
Things may not get easier.

sigh.