dimwitted bag of bat droppings.

I don't wanna push it, and I don't wanna put in my heart yet. Not yet, not soon. There's still this guarded heart I'm holding close to me. If only things would change for the better, then maybe ..

I had a long and horrible day at work. Period.

ps: everyone fucks up. even you.

charade.

So

how

long

do

you

intend

to

play

this

charade

of

silence?

Singing softly with these words.

Ifspeaks.

Expect the unexpected. Because sometimes, the unexpected is the one that you have always been looking for, but never thought you'd find.

Lately, I've been manifesting on too many 'What Ifs'. But my senses is telling; "Don't complicate your withered mind, 'cause it's a total waste of time". The pendulum swings in the other direction of my life when new information, which makes me rethink my most fervent beliefs, comes to light.

Circumstances depend on situations, if you actually think about it. Everything is different and nothing really is the same. They never will be. Sometimes, silence deafens when compared to several thunders clapping instantaneously.

"Silence is easy, it just becomes me."

Just like this aforementioned qoute from Placebo, you're forced to battle it with mutuality.

happy thursday, people!

change.

Sometimes changes does good to someone.

The time has come. An ending to perhaps a better and beautiful beginning.

I wonder.

All's changed, I see. Perhaps I am right. Perhaps it'll do good to everyone. A fresh start. Throw behind the dirty linens, hide the embarrassment, sacrifice the once strong ties.

I can't bring myself to face that fact. It has been such a beautiful journey. Was. What do I forgive? And what do I forget? I was never the humble one. Yes, I care much about face value. But I care too on ties. Special ties.

This is too hurtful. Cos I know for well that things will never be the same. Ever.

Perhaps, one day.

One fine day.

The optimist would say that his cup is half full.

The pessimist would say that his cup is half empty.

What if I said that I once had a cup that's brimming with water before it came falling to the ground, shattering into smithereens? Tell me.

change-ink circus-stamp-cents

I know, known, always knew.

I had anticipated it.

I told you so (smirks).

Changing circumstances,

hitherto NO COMMENTS.

Finally, I rest my case.

ooopps!

ps: trust no one.

bee.leave

Guess my updates now are far and in between due to my hectic schedule at work.

Would you like to take tha chance to put your foot down and announce to all and sundry that it's time you need a change in your life, be it in any perspective? To step out of your comfort zone and venture into the unknown, all on your own?

Some would call it brave, some, downright terrfying.
Me?
Excitement :)

But it's enlightening to know that you've grown much to make your own decisions and control the ball in your own court. Just upon looking at the path you're taking, those steps in the right directions. To know that you have the power in your hands to make changes for yourself. 'Life changing' things.

I grow excited at the sound of that prospect/

I'm glad happiness doesn't come knocking at my door,
For every single second of my life,

As feeling it only from time to time,
Makes it the greatest emotion alive,

Like the ultimate God's blessing,
Wishing happiness for everyone and yourself,
Would be the closest you could get to the gates of heaven.

To all my loved ones, I wish you happiness and good health.

a dream come true.

*07 June 2009*
Rozlyn and Ilhan's Wedding.

A Dream Come True,

May GOD bless your marriage.

love xx